I refuse to go numb




Do you ever wonder whether people would like you more or less if they could see inside you?


If people could see me the way I see myself - if they could live in my memories - would anyone, anyone, love me?
I have to give my brother a list of 10 things I want for Christmas.

I’m going to ignore the “nothing gay” part of that conversation. 

Oh god what do I want

what do I not want is the question. 

Help. 


  1. lalalovemeloveyou answered: yea my brother asked me the same thing. i gave him a list of books and movies
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