I refuse to go numb
Do you ever wonder whether people would like you more or less if they could see inside you?
If people could see me the way I see myself - if they could live in my memories - would anyone, anyone, love me?
Just read the tags that made my eyes hurt with tears.
1 year ago
when I was watching this scene for the first time
all I thought was that Matt's face looked really different
and after I've seen it giffed in every single way possible I finally figured it out
this was probably the first time you ever saw Eleven truly broken
and not broken and expressing it in rage like in Flesh and Stone
but truly broken
the way he looks up at Amy in the first gif and smiles in the second
I know half of my followers don't even ship it
but you have to admit that right there is a face full of love and compassion and sadness all at the same time
because he knows he's going to die for good this time
and not just that but he'll be gone forever with no one to remember
and he's doing it all for Amelia Jessica Pond
the Girl Who Waited for him
if that's not love then I really don't know what love is