I refuse to go numb




Do you ever wonder whether people would like you more or less if they could see inside you?


If people could see me the way I see myself - if they could live in my memories - would anyone, anyone, love me?
be still (and know that I’m with you)

title: be still (and know that I’m with you)*
pairing: amy/eleven
rating: K

for Christie,inspired by this incredible AU. (sorry about the angst I tried not to but failed)
*title comes from “Be Still” by The Fray, which I don’t own, obviously.  

The entire first day, she’s convinced it’s a dream. Amy is convinced it’s just a dream, brought on by the hysteria and pain of Rory lea- of what happened, so that first day  when the TARDIS whirs into their neighbourhood instead of out, the Doctor standing on her step as he had that Christmas - looking too old and too serious, she wants him babbling and bouncing on the balls of his feet, why can’t he be a child for her right now? - she doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t say anything either. 

She opens the door a little wider to let him in. 

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(Source: tophed)