I refuse to go numb




Do you ever wonder whether people would like you more or less if they could see inside you?


If people could see me the way I see myself - if they could live in my memories - would anyone, anyone, love me?

imperfectandchaotic:

Suits fic
characters/pairings: sick!Mike, Harvey/unknown feels, Donna/her awesome
rating: K
word count: ~3 000
episode tag: Rewind

(Because I wrote it into i’m drifting out for masochistic reasons and I really could not with the Curious George thing.)

Also because I really need to ease the pain of this week. I failed.

Harvey’s eyes rove over the sleeping face of his brilliant associate, slack and untroubled in the dim light. He leans back against the headboard and reasons that just closing his eyes for a minute wouldn’t hurt. The faint pressure of Mike’s fingers against his heartbeat follows him down into the dark. 


imperfectandchaotic:

A  Suits fic
pairing/characters: Harvey/Donna and all their implications
rating: K+
word count: ~1500
episode tags: Sucker Punch and Rewind

Sometimes, she figures, she could be so in love with Harvey Specter that it hurts.  


reaction fic - what’s the pattern to the madness?

Blaine picks up on the first ring. He is holding his breath, Kurt knows. So is he. So when Kurt is finally able to say something (that something being “Blaine,” a syllable shattered and cracked all along its edges) it comes out sharp and breathless. 

“Hang on,” Blaine says, low and warm in his ear. “I’m coming. I’m coming. I love you Kurt, I love you so much.”

The line goes dead. 

Kurt drops his phone and considers the sound of it hitting the floor from thousands of miles away. 

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imperfectandchaotic:

A TVD fanfic
Author: imperfectandchaotic
Pairing: Klaroline
Rating: K
Word Count ~2400

Post 3x16 - Caroline has yet to figure out what exactly allows him past her carefully constructed shields with so little resistance. Why is the truth so easy with him?

*Fifth in the SDYG series. 


A TVD fanfic
Author: imperfectandchaotic
Pairing: Klaroline
Rating: K
Word Count ~2400

Post 3x16 - Caroline has yet to figure out what exactly allows him past her carefully constructed shields with so little resistance. Why is the truth so easy with him?

*Fifth in the SDYG series. 



Working snippet of the latest in the SDYG series, which is centrally Klaroline despite what this might lead you to believe. I’m not there yet so had to write it down so I wouldn’t forget. 

Working snippet of the latest in the SDYG series, which is centrally Klaroline despite what this might lead you to believe. I’m not there yet so had to write it down so I wouldn’t forget. 


imperfectandchaotic:

A TVD fic
Pairing/Characters: Klaroline, Damon 
Rating: K+
Word Count: ~2300

The last thing Caroline expected of tonight was Damon Salvatore’s opinion on her quasi-relationship with the most dangerous being in town. But this is Mystic Falls; it’s a wonder she’s not used to it by now.

*Fourth in my Klaroline series “Set Down Your Glass” 

Please feel free, if you’re so inclined, to leave reviews! Whether it be in my ask or at ff, any commentary is greatly appreciated. Unless you’re going to hate, which you can do if you wish, but I’ll probably just ignore it. :P 


A TVD fic
Pairing/Characters: Klaroline, Damon 
Rating: K+
Word Count: ~2300

The last thing Caroline expected of tonight was Damon Salvatore’s opinion on her quasi-relationship with the most dangerous being in town. But this is Mystic Falls; it’s a wonder she’s not used to it by now.

*Fourth in my Klaroline series “Set Down Your Glass” 

Please feel free, if you’re so inclined, to leave reviews! Whether it be in my ask or at ff, any commentary is greatly appreciated. Unless you’re going to hate, which you can do if you wish, but I’ll probably just ignore it. :P 


REWRITTEN FOR POV AND ENDING. 

TVD fic
Rating: K+
Pairing: Klaroline
Word Count: ~ 3200
2nd in the SDYG series 

Klaus’s fingers are ghosting patterns of blood over her skin and Caroline wonders what the colour would look like on his canvas. 

For the curious/interested, most of my Klaroline fic is now a series entitled “Set Down Your Glass,” which is a reference to the first in said series, you think your dreams are the same as mine. 

The reason they’re a series and not a multi-chaptered fic is because I am always better at dealing with moment-by-moment fic, as opposed to having to fill in chapters with fodder. I prefer them to stand on their own as those singular moments in order to have, hopefully, more memorable impact. 

And mostly because I cannot write more than one fic about a pairing without referencing previous works to save my life, for whatever reason. 

Also, Thao I’d be much obliged if your friend who hates second person could give me a second chance, erm, yeah.


imperfectandchaotic:

author: imperfectandchaotic
A TVDl fic
Pairing: Klaroline
Rating: T (for frank mention of sex under compulsion, so non-con)
Word count: 918

He presses closer, sliding his free hand up her thigh and pleased at the way their bodies shift together, at the slight hitch of her breath. “I could make you want me.”

*Follows you think your dreams are the same as mine and i’ll make you a star in my universe though apparently can stand alone. I’m considering just making them all an official series, but that’s undecided. Opinions are much loved!

Also, thank you to fadingtales and jeremy-finch (fadingtales and but seriously on ff respectively) for all the help!


author: imperfectandchaotic
A TVDl fic
Pairing: Klaroline
Rating: T (for frank mention of sex under compulsion, so non-con)
Word count: 918

He presses closer, sliding his free hand up her thigh and pleased at the way their bodies shift together, at the slight hitch of her breath. “I could make you want me.”

*Follows you think your dreams are the same as mine and i’ll make you a star in my universe though apparently can stand alone. I’m considering just making them all an official series, but that’s undecided. Opinions are much loved!

Also, thank you to fadingtales and jeremy-finch (fadingtales and but seriously on ff respectively) for all the help!


imperfectandchaotic:

i’ll make you a star in my universe

A TVD fic
Pairing: Klaroline
Rating: K+ 
Word Count: 3 003 

A follow up to you think your dreams are the same as mine, found here

It’s fire, not slow licking like the pain of vervain, but a roaring explosion, raging and hot and just growing: the kind that burns down entire forests and still hunts for more. You are past your own pride; you are crying and whimpering and everything is dimmed but the pain of four wooden bullets lodged deep past your skin. 

“Caroline, darling, talk to me. Tell me where.”

You want to laugh but it just won’t come out right. You want to tell him to stop with the pet names, but in this moment you are inexplicably comforted by them. 

Klaus’s fingers are ghosting patterns of blood over your skin and you wonder what the colour would look like on his canvas. 


imperfectandchaotic:

i’ll make you a star in my universe

A TVD fic
Pairing: Klaroline
Rating: K+ 
Word Count: 3 003 

A follow up to you think your dreams are the same as mine, found here

It’s fire, not slow licking like the pain of vervain, but a roaring explosion, raging and hot and just growing: the kind that burns down entire forests and still hunts for more. You are past your own pride; you are crying and whimpering and everything is dimmed but the pain of four wooden bullets lodged deep past your skin. 

“Caroline, darling, talk to me. Tell me where.”

You want to laugh but it just won’t come out right. You want to tell him to stop with the pet names, but in this moment you are inexplicably comforted by them. 

Klaus’s fingers are ghosting patterns of blood over your skin and you wonder what the colour would look like on his canvas. 


i’ll make you a star in my universe

A TVD fic
Pairing: Klaroline
Rating: K+ 
Word Count: 3 003 

A follow up to you think your dreams are the same as mine, found here

It’s fire, not slow licking like the pain of vervain, but a roaring explosion, raging and hot and just growing like the kind that burns down entire forests and still hunts for more. You are past your own pride; you are crying and screaming and everything is dimmed but the pain of four wooden bullets lodged deep past your skin. 

“Caroline, darling, talk to me. Tell me where.”

You want to laugh but it just won’t come out right. You want to tell him to stop with the pet names, but in this moment you are inexplicably comforted by them. 

Klaus’s fingers are ghosting patterns of blood over your skin and you wonder what the colour would look like on his canvas.